There many feelings that drowns me into my thought process and I could feel myself hitting the rock bottom of my thoughts.
It was just when I was trying hard to understand life. Humanity has a wired nature of asking questions about everything that they see around them but we always forget that we live in a world full of questions accompanied by vague reasoning. The way we look towards life is very narrow and the things that we make it about are meaningless. There is a lot of courage needed to speak anything regarding this topic because the nature of life is contradictory.
We believe that life has a meaning and make it our meaning to hunt down the meaning.
You cant become someone who can understand or solve the mysteries that nature hides, you have to be born as a mystery to do so.
Just for once try to not do anything and just observe your surroundings just to be surprised with your temporarily changed perspective. Life is just your perspective that you have to deal with. Always remember that everything that you go through pain, love, happiness, jealousy, and everything else is just strengthened and weakened by your mind. We have walked a long journey as a species from hunters to gatherers to farmers and finally to seekers. We all are obliviously looking everywhere for something!
Have you looked at ants? An ant that is crossing a national highway is unaware that it’s part of something really bigger. Similarly, we also look at life, denying to look beyond, sticking to the same ideologies, and looking for meaning. The happiest meaning could be just to live it or just make it anything that you want because YOU can!